Sometime now has passed and Thanksgiving was
getting close. It was late November and
Alli and her friends all wanted to go out to dinner and just hang out. We spent a lot of time with my friends in the
beginning so I was totally okay with it.
The girls all set it up so the Saturday before the holiday we were all
to go have dinner then head back Jenn and Chris’s place for games and
drinks. Alli and I now were in full
swing dating mode. We were seeing each
other a few times during the week but spending every weekend together either at
her place or mine. We now had clothes at
each place and neither one of us cared, we were moving at a good pace but I was
totally falling in love with her and wasn’t scared at all.
She
told me earlier she would pick me up, when she arrived she walked into my place
and I looked up as she came in. She
looked amazing, she had a black dress on that was very sexy but not
slutty. A few pieces of jewelry and her
hair was curled a bit and had her glasses on. I stopped, telling her she looked amazing and
she blushed. She came over and
gave me the deepest kiss. She told me I
looked really nice but before we go she needed to use the bathroom. She came out and I asked if she was okay per
she was in there a while. She told me
she just had been feeling sick for a couple days and was throwing up. I stopped and asked her why she kept this
from me. She smiled and replied that she
didn’t want me to get nervous. I took
her by the waist and told her to always let me know, that I was her boyfriend
and I worried about her. She moved aside
and said not to worry. We now have been
dating for about a month or so and we had some frustrating times but yes the
honeymoon stage was in effect.
I
grew upset because I loved her and she was sick and I didn’t want her to avoid
me. “Allison Lee Markay!” I yelled, "talk
to me if you’re not feeling well we can cancel."
I asked her how long she has been sick.
Throwing up is not something she did much and I was getting
worried. "Dave," she replied "its ok relax
its nothing." She leaned against the
table holding her stomach. "Probably just something I ate who knows." “Why won’t you just talk to me then?” I got
nervous. She turned to walk out and
stopped saying, “its fine relax ok.” She
turned, my eyes now watering up. I knew
something wasn’t right and she was hiding it. She was probably sick for a good
week or so but never told me. Being the
end of November I wanted to know how long this was going on and why she
wouldn’t tell me. “What’s wrong Dave?
Honestly it’s nothing a few days of sickness and you get upset.” I looked down and she came over, “Talk to me
Dave.” "I came from a relationship where
we never talked like this," I said. "I had
people in my life that never took care of me and when they were sick they
didn’t let me in and it hurts. I know it’s
probably nothing," I said, "However I don’t
want you to just get like this. We can cancel who cares." She replied with a no and that this was
planned to long. “Dinner with friends
isn’t something that is important they will all understand.”
She stopped and looked and said "Well I feel
bad, I love them and we were all excited about this." "Well I love you," I said as I held her then
stopped. I just said it. I told her I loved her. My eyes watering with all the pain I remember
from old flames and how I was treated.
“You… Love me?” She said. "I do," I
said again, "I love you so much. You’re my world and I’m absolutely crazy about
you." I continued on, "I know it’s early
and we literally met a month or so ago but when you know, you just know." Her eye’s flooded and tears started running down her
face. She cupped my face and looked at
me, “I love you too.” She said it, she
said the words I was wondering if she would ever say.
We
were finally there. We were in love and
even though most couples say it at more romantic times, we were both in tears
because we cared about each other. We
kissed and she told me she was ok and felt better. I told her I was sorry and didn’t meant to
make her uncomfortable. She told me she
fell in love with me and knew it, the fact that I told her just made her final
wall come down. We held each other in my
family room and just wiped each other’s tears away. I remember saying it again, “I love you, I
love you Alli, I love you so much.” She
cried replying it back as we hugged.
After everything settled down I put my jacket on and held her hand as we
headed to my car. We got in and as we
were driving I said “So we're there now, love.”
She smiled and said she was so happy and that yes, we were totally
there. On the way I asked how she was
feeling and she said much better. I
asked her to see a doctor if it continues and she promised she would. Just then we pulled into the restaurant and
got out. I looked at her and said it again, “I love you.” She smiled and replied “That will never get
old, I love you too.” I put my arm
around her and got the door as we stepped inside to find her friends.
Next Chapter: Dinner with Friends
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